My 25th birthday is approaching rapidly and like many others before me I am at another crossroad in my life. I have already made a huge one and the wheels are currently in motion to put this plan into action. But this decision is having a ripple effect on other aspects of my life and I am at odds at how to handle all of this in the short period of time allotted.
The biggest of these being my Kryptonite and what she means to me and how I see the rest of my life playing out with her being a central figure in it. I have not gotten around to tell her about what my plans are and I really need to as they will more than likely upset her and she might not be there for me after it. I have all the hope in the world that she will support me and be there for me in the end, but the unknown of this situation has me very unsure and that freaks me out.
Also this is going to be effecting my a great deal as seeing as I have already put them through enough shit and I hate to put them through them anymore. Just at a loss right now and wanted to vent a little bit....and seeing as no one is going to view this as I have no followers it is kinda pointless but I do feel a lil better.
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